More Troubles

Now my husband is out of work sick. He got sick the day after Thanksgiving. He was in OK. and had to go to the hospital there. What he had I'm not sure how to spell it. He had di va tick u li tist. They had to operate on him. He now has a bag on his side for waste to go into.
He got out of hospital on Dec. 7th. His sister had to fly out there to get him. He was home about 2 weeks and had to go in the hospital here. He had a abscess. Now he has a tube in his back side. But that is only suppose to stay in 2 weeks. He has appointment to see doctors in Jan. we have 3 appointments, the 6, 12 and the 15th. The bag he has on has to stay for 3 months. Then they will take it out. Then he will have 6 more weeks of recovery I guess. He may not be going back to work until about April.
I think all of this has come from my son dieing. We have all hurt since then. And we miss him so much.
I was a hairstylist before I got sick, I have not had much trouble with my skin in a year or more, so I guess I will renew my license and go back to cutting hair. I can't seem to find another job. I have been signed up with a temp agency and they have not found me a job yet. Our county is really bad, no jobs. I never got the money to take the medical transcript class. But I still want to take it. So when I can I will have to save the money a little bit here and there.
My grand daughter is getting really big, not sure how much she weighs, I'm guessing about 15 pounds. She is almost 4 months old now, and getting so cute.

Deer Picture

I finally got my picture of Deer. I was washing dishes one day and they came out of the woods. This was taken from my kitchen window. They did not stay long. They were scared of the cars going down the road. Now I would like to take a picture of a owl. But don't know if I will get that.

I still do not have a job. I have not checked yet, hopfully I will be going Monday. I still have not gotten my Direct TV on. Guess I will have to wait on that for when I get a job. I have signed up for the medical transcription class, it is going to cost $215. That's with out the books. I may have to wait on that class until summer. Because yes I do have to have the money by Dec. 18 and that is not far away.

We had our first really good snow yesterday. It covered the ground. But by the time I got up the sun was out and the snow was gone. I did get pictures of it. This is the same spot where I got the picture of the Deer.

I'm sorry I know the people that get a lot of snow do not want to see this. Where I live we do not get mush snow. We had a good snow a week before Casey died, but it was gone the next day. When it was snowing that day, Casey's little beagle got lose and Casey and his sister and her boyfriend went to get him. The little beagle was having fun. They said by the time they got to him, he was on his way back home.

Thanksgiving is next week and I am not looking forward to it. To me it will just be another day. I can't handle holidays without Casey. They just are not fun.

Eight months now

It has been 8 months since Casey died and I am still missing him. I am still lost. I thought I would take a course at my Community College to give me something to do and to get a job. Things are really bad, my husband is a truck driver and freight is slow. I have been selling things on Ebay to help make a little money and that is what it has been a little money. But it will help some.
Today is cloudy and boreing, I don't have my Direct TV, I have not been able to pay the bill. I hope I can pay it this Thursday. I had to turn my big tv back in to Rent-A-Center cause I could not make the payments. But that's ok what money I was paying them, I will be able to have to pay for other things.
I hope I will be able to pay for the course I am taking and hope I will have the gas to get to class if I can pay for it. I signed up for the spring class, but I saw somewhere money has to be paid by December 18, if that is the case I may have to wait until we get our taxes back and just take the summer course. Well that's all I know today.

I also have forgot to say my Dad passed away 2 months after Casey. My Dad had Cancer. We did not know it until it was to late. We found out he had it about a week before Casey died. My Dad was sick off and on in 2007, I wished we could have found out then and maybe he would have still been here today. My Dad was a special man, he was the best Dad you could ask for. He helped anybody that he could. Everybody loved him. I miss him because I can't call his house and ask him things now. I have to figure things out myself. Casey loved his Pawpaw. And my Dad taught Casey a lot of things. lol he taught Casey to love tools to. Casey was getting a collection of tools. Casey had more tools than his own Dad. I think my Dad and Casey were a lot alike. Mom said when Casey was little he would follow Pawpaw around. I had even gotten Casey a hat when he was little, it said "Grand Daddies sidekick". It was funny when Casey was a baby he was a little scared of my Dad. But after he grew up he found out my Dad was nothing to be scared of. Sometimes my Dad had to pick Casey and his sister up at school when I was working. Daddy would usually bring some kind of snacks with him when he picked up Casey and they would go to the park to eat them, and he would let Casey play some, before they got Casey's sister, because she got out of school at 3 something, that was when she was in Middle school and Casey was still in elementary school.

Here is the link to my stuff on Ebay, I don't have anything selling now, but will soon.

http://shop.ebay.com/merchant/caseystreasures2008

Thank You!

Caseysmom

He would have did great things with his life. He wanted to be a farmer. Somebody made this tag for me.

Oct. 3, 2008

My daughter had her baby Sept. 7, 2008. She had to have a c-section because the baby was face up and also the cord was wrapped around her leg.

The day her baby turned 3 weeks old my daughter was admitted to the hospital. She had to have her gall ballder taken out. She was in the hospital 4 days. She is home now. And doing a lot better.

The sad part about her baby being born is Casey will not get to see her hold her. I know he would love the baby a lot, because when Casey found out his sister was pregnant he told her he would take her baby fishing and hunting.

My Son Casey

My son Casey died Feb.19, 2008 it took months to find out why. I finally got the report back and they said it was a arotia dissection. He was only 13 how could this happen to somebody that young? He had no complanites about hurting any where until the morning he died. He got up that morning to get ready for school and I thought he was ready so I went to start the car. When I came back in he was in the living room saying his stomach hurt real bad. I did not know what to think, I just thought he had the flu that was going around in his school. A few mintues later he had moved to my bed, he was in such pain he could not be still. Finally he said his heart hurt and that's when I called 911. It seems it took them way to long to get here, when the paramedic did get here he got Casey up on my bed, he had gotten in the floor in front of my fan.