Saturday, November 22, 2008

Deer Picture

I finally got my picture of Deer. I was washing dishes one day and they came out of the woods. This was taken from my kitchen window. They did not stay long. They were scared of the cars going down the road. Now I would like to take a picture of a owl. But don't know if I will get that.

I still do not have a job. I have not checked yet, hopfully I will be going Monday. I still have not gotten my Direct TV on. Guess I will have to wait on that for when I get a job. I have signed up for the medical transcription class, it is going to cost $215. That's with out the books. I may have to wait on that class until summer. Because yes I do have to have the money by Dec. 18 and that is not far away.

We had our first really good snow yesterday. It covered the ground. But by the time I got up the sun was out and the snow was gone. I did get pictures of it. This is the same spot where I got the picture of the Deer.


I'm sorry I know the people that get a lot of snow do not want to see this. Where I live we do not get mush snow. We had a good snow a week before Casey died, but it was gone the next day. When it was snowing that day, Casey's little beagle got lose and Casey and his sister and her boyfriend went to get him. The little beagle was having fun. They said by the time they got to him, he was on his way back home.

Thanksgiving is next week and I am not looking forward to it. To me it will just be another day. I can't handle holidays without Casey. They just are not fun.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Eight months now

It has been 8 months since Casey died and I am still missing him. I am still lost. I thought I would take a course at my Community College to give me something to do and to get a job. Things are really bad, my husband is a truck driver and freight is slow. I have been selling things on Ebay to help make a little money and that is what it has been a little money. But it will help some.
Today is cloudy and boreing, I don't have my Direct TV, I have not been able to pay the bill. I hope I can pay it this Thursday. I had to turn my big tv back in to Rent-A-Center cause I could not make the payments. But that's ok what money I was paying them, I will be able to have to pay for other things.
I hope I will be able to pay for the course I am taking and hope I will have the gas to get to class if I can pay for it. I signed up for the spring class, but I saw somewhere money has to be paid by December 18, if that is the case I may have to wait until we get our taxes back and just take the summer course. Well that's all I know today.
I also have forgot to say my Dad passed away 2 months after Casey. My Dad had Cancer. We did not know it until it was to late. We found out he had it about a week before Casey died. My Dad was sick off and on in 2007, I wished we could have found out then and maybe he would have still been here today. My Dad was a special man, he was the best Dad you could ask for. He helped anybody that he could. Everybody loved him. I miss him because I can't call his house and ask him things now. I have to figure things out myself. Casey loved his Pawpaw. And my Dad taught Casey a lot of things. lol he taught Casey to love tools to. Casey was getting a collection of tools. Casey had more tools than his own Dad. I think my Dad and Casey were a lot alike. Mom said when Casey was little he would follow Pawpaw around. I had even gotten Casey a hat when he was little, it said "Grand Daddies sidekick". It was funny when Casey was a baby he was a little scared of my Dad. But after he grew up he found out my Dad was nothing to be scared of. Sometimes my Dad had to pick Casey and his sister up at school when I was working. Daddy would usually bring some kind of snacks with him when he picked up Casey and they would go to the park to eat them, and he would let Casey play some, before they got Casey's sister, because she got out of school at 3 something, that was when she was in Middle school and Casey was still in elementary school.
Here is the link to my stuff on Ebay, I don't have anything selling now, but will soon.
Thank You!