Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Will be 2 years in Feb.

20072008I can’t believe it will be 2 years in Feb since my baby died. 

It doesn’t seem that long. It seems like only a few months ago.

His little beagle is still with me. And he is a mess.

Christie called me today before I got up, she left a message that scared me. She said when I get this message, she really, really, really needed me to call her. And that is all she said. When I called her, all it was she needed a baby sitter. Mikayla’s Dad had gone back to work and she did not have any one to keep Mikayla, by the time I called her she had found someone. I went to see her at work and told her not to leave me any more messages like that. She needs to tell me why she needs me to call her.